*chloe{hearts}xoxo

To cut the suicidal story short.

One day, I was chatting with Seeki, Wilkinson and Kor Woi by the third floor railing outside the library. My hands were then preoccupied with my pink Zenstone, my papers, my pen and my phone. Suddenly in the midst of my fidgeting, my phone and Zenstone slipped!!! On reflex, Wilkinson tried to save both items but the phone just bounced happily out of his hands and...


















Horrors! My phone committed suicide on the 25th September 2008, around 11.30 a.m... just like that.

And I have always wondered what would happen if someone dropped his/her wallet, camera, phone from the 2nd and 3rd floor... But little did I know that I would be the one witnessing firsthand!! My nightmare came true!!!


















Never underestimate my Z610i. It's a resilient little thing and only suffered minor minor scratches from all sorts of trauma to date. Until that day.

But too bad la... a fall from three floors down isn't just gonna give my phone little scratches. Surprisingly, the exterior was still okay...



















but the LCD screen is ...


















SHATTERED!

*BIG SIGH* Damn sad now. I really really liked that phone lor! My mom still dare to laugh and thinks that I did it on purpose in an attempt to get a new phone. LIES! Who in the right mind would go to that extreme to throw a perfectly good/pretty/pink phone from the 3rd floor?!! It might have killed somebody who happened to walk past by!

And I invested so much on it too!! I went and customized it with the most beautiful back all the way from Takashimaya. Now it's gone! GONE!


















=( *shows everyone a very sad face* And I tell you hor.. repairing it is damn expensive! Don't know whether the phone technicians are trying to con my money or not. And getting a new pink phone is like finding a needle in the haystack! Besides Z610i, I don't know any other phones that is functionally good, stylish and pink! I like to think that Z610i was made for me *perhaps it is* but now it's gone!!!

Can anyone recommend me a pink phone that I can use while I decide on what to do with my comatose Z610i? =(

Okay, sadness aside.

Wilkinson told me in order to prevent my future phones from committing more suicides, I should get a bag to keep my stuff in. This would only work I don't blur blur go and drop my bag from 3rd floor again la.

So out of nowhere, I got myself a bag! I did this in the spur of the the moment just before going to Euphoria. Just like my ZenStone, my Voir bag and I are fated!


















So pretty! See the sparkles? Not photoshopped!



















From Voir with Bernice Liu's pretty face.

And speaking of shiny, sparkly stuffs...


















I've got a medal!!!


















Cheerleading! Best showmanship! I like the jumping girl! Woooohoooo! Thanks to Pei-Wen for making the effort to fight for DIAMONDS, to give us what we deserve.

The "Best Showmanship" title still doesn't really capture DIAMONDS' true performance. But I am happy enough to know that despite whatever has happened, we have a medal to at least document our hard work and efforts. And it came with GOLD! :D


















Sucha a long post. I shall end this post with a Mwahs! I{heart} my new Voir bag and my medal! ;) and all of you of course.

What did I do?! My whole previous post is gone!!!


!@#%&*~!!!!

TIRED DAY.

Breakfast at Ikea.

Thought it was fun.

Meeting with the ball committee?

Uhn-uhn. Not so fun.

Was quite amused by how today can turn out to be so interesting. Normally, when a day goes good or bad, it remains as either one. Singularly good or singularly bad. But that's it. Seldom do I encounter a day where it can be both sweet and bitter. But too bad la. Life is horrendous. Must learn to savour the sweetness and swallow the bitterness.

IRONY.

Also, I think I should stop listening to emo songs eventho' I have no one or nothing to emo over and about.

Sigh.

I think I am in the wrong place at the wrong time. But I am determined to succeed in everyway I can; pushing and pursuing in what I believe, is my passion. So every other thing? Must. forget. about. it.


I will meet him. Someday.

Superbly Happy!

I think I have done the right thing! I've made the happiest purchase of my life today!

Okay, maybe not. I haven't come around to buying the Pink Toshiba laptop that I wanted, or my Celica... but yeah, can consider this as one of my happiest purchase la.

Annnnnnnnnddd the best part was that I didn't even plan it at all! *yeah, would you please believe that I seriously didn't plan to be a shopaholic at all??* I just ter-stumbled upon it while I was walking around MV, looking wide-eyed and lost...nah, you tell me, how can this not be fate?!

hahahahahaHAHAHAHAAhahahahahahahaHAHAHAHAHA! *mad laughter*


Shut up Chloe. =x














See?! So beautiful la... It's MY pink Creative Zen Stone plus! <3 <3 <3














Close up close up!














Its pink little butt.


















My other spendings for the day. Cinema tix to watch The Other Boleyn Girl with Qian Hui, Marissa, Amy, Sook Yee and my favourite Jap Magazine. I liked the movie enough but it was a bit traumatizing to watch. Qian Hui totally covered her whole head when Anne Boleyn's head got swished off! Makes me a lil'bit braver... now that I think about it.;)















My obsession with pink objects.














A total random pic! Tis' to show I sometimes {heart} myself too much. LOL.


Aiyo, I Love my Mp3 a lot! Welcome to the family! *Kisses*

{Thank you by Bleach}
"To the people who have always supported me
I've put you in my rhapsody of everyday thoughts
I hope my feelings of appreciation will reach you
Thank you as always. Really, thank you
No matter where you are I'll always be thankful you exist"











DIAMONDS (M107) - The best sportsmanship team 2008

Ada, Alyssa, Christy, Bikash, Denise, Dominic, Eugene, Jenan, Jolene, Lilian, Liyen, Michelle, Nagen, Pei-Wen, Qian Hui, Rachel, Sook Yeen, Siew Kim, Tjun Hoe, Wilkinson.

Thank you for putting up with little ol' me for all that screaming, yelling and bla bla bla. You know I love you guys! I am hoping the guys won't take it wrongly and puke. You know I am meaning it in the most professional way possible! Ahems. =p

Thank you Ek Guan, Kien Jeen and Huey Ning for helping me with the props! You guys are the best prop-ists! Whooo hooo!

Froggie, what can I say la.. thanks for supporting me eventho you could have shown it more emphatically? But nevertheless, thank you for being there!

Who else ah? Oh! Thank you to all my batchmates from M107!!!

And lastly, to Jasper and his friends, Jocelyn, Matthew and Angie... Thanks for coming all the way from iDunnoWhere to see some stranger perform! Hahaha! I hope Jasper will belanja you nicely for this! =) Thank you Inferior One. Don't pretend I didn't know you were camwhoring the whole time in my uni ah!

"When you turn around I WILL BE THERE
JUST FOREVER like you said
When you turn around I WILL BE THERE
JUST FOREVER like you said"

DIAMONDS ARE FOREVER.

ARGH! 19 more hours! OMG, OMG! I am so freaking nervous now, HOW?!

I know this feeling all too well. Times when my hands start to have this tingling feeling, fine tremors, cold clammy hands, blank thoughts, racing heartbeats... exactly how I felt right before piano practical exams, right before dance performances, right at the moment when I meet that hot guy... *just kidding... I don't get nervous at hot guys. I just twirl 180 degrees and run the opposite direction*


OH. my. GOSH! Shitty Shit Shit, Crossy Cross Cross, Mousie Mouse Mouse! *sounds like I am swearing, but I swear I am not!*


18 hours and 50 minutes more!

And my stupid costume is supertight. I forgot how tight it is! Makes me look androgenic!


I think I am gonna faint.help. =(

*I know You will answer before I call out for help. I know even when things seemed impossible, I will have faith. I believe enough for all 163 of us. So my dear Lord, please hear my prayer for there will be no more doubt. Amen *

Are you LMAO-ing? Coz if you're not, I am. I am lmao-ing becoz I can't believe the fact that my social schedule has been a total standstill ever since Semester 4 starts. But in some ways, I think I have an unexplainable passion for cheerleading. Something that I wanted to give up so many times everytime practices end, but I would still wake up the next day, still not giving up to face the same thing over and over again. I wonder if that's really true passion? Or because it's a responsibility that I could never dispose? What's my passion anyway?


3 more days.

I hope all the time, the sacrifices, the energy, the money... I hope it's all worth it.


I am praying fervently. For us.

*thanks muchly to the sweetest people who were there for me. I am glad you join cheerleading! MANY sha-yangs to you! {hearts}*

This is self-degratory post written at 2 am. If written erratically, please forgive me and blame on the lack of sleep.

Sometimes, I wished that I have enough confidence to lead a better character for myself. Sometimes, I wished that I knew how to get what I want without the fear and the possibility of rejection. Sometimes, I wished that I was prettier, taller, better... just not the way I look right now. Coz with better looks come confidence and with enough confidence comes the bravery I need to proceed, without fearing rejection and all that shiatz. Or maybe if I was ever pretty enough, I don't have to do anything at all becoz pretty girls never really have to do anything, do they? LOL.

Sigh, I know I am basing all these very superficially and shallowly. Many people would berate me by saying that PERSONALITY is what matters most. Very true. I don't know whether it works both ways. I think that super good looking guys with nasty attitude is really a turn off for me. I hate nothing more than boys who like to showcase their bad boys demeanour just becoz certain society think it is cool. I don't understand why some girls like it so much lo? Is it really that thrilling to have guys giving you the cold shoulder and constantly go around acting like a jerk? Tell me. Explain to me. I don't understand. AND I HATE GUYS WHO LIKE TO USE ANY FORM OF PICK-UP LINES AS WELL. I find it so pointless! It would just end up making me more mad. LOL.

Okay back to topic. Looks is still important to me and it's not something I can throw away so easily. [I don't call myself vain for nothing.] Okay, why not I say that looks is a major plus point for attraction but personality is the main deciding factor? I don't know la. If you are Jessica Alba or Ben Barnes, life would be so much easier, isn't it?

It's too bad that my personality isn't so outstanding too. I don't have any awesome inborn aura and becoz of that, some things have to be learnt through life experiences. Even I suck at that. OMG. I am doomed la. How? *slumps in a corner, looking very dejected*




I wish I was happy being myself.